Memories..

Life is full of memories.. some beautiful.. some bad .. but they remain etched in your mind ... to remind you of those times you created those memories..
My Maasi is one such person.. I have some of the fondest memories of my life with her... she has been such an affectionate and loving personality.... "Maa si" in truest sense of the word Maasi.. loved me just like my mom all through my life.. used to be worried about me.. waited for me to go and meet her whenever I was around... whether it was before I got married.. or even now when I am married and have a daughter whom she adores equally..
She had such immense love for everyone in her heart.. don't know how she managed to care about everyone... I've never seen a person as soft hearted as her.. never hated anyone... not even those who didn't like her much...
She went through so much pain in her life.. was difficult to see her like that.. but she fought like a warrior and I salute her for that will power...she braved through so many problems and health issues throughout her life.. but still smiled like a kid every time she used to see her grandchildren around...used to shower her unconditional love on each one of them... and was the best naani in the world :-)
Today when she has left us all... I feel there's a void in our lives.. that no one can fill... no one can take her place.. no one will love me like my Maa si did... I still can hear her voice in my ears..such strong voice yet full of love.. never going to hear that voice again in my life .. I will miss you Maasi always... I love you soo much... I feel a part of my life has gone and will never come back..

Shades of life

Hmmm Love
It’s the ultimate feeling, makes u crazy, mad, nuts….call it whatever u may….
Though I have never experienced the most beautiful feeling on earth, but have been fortunate enough to see people, who, I feel are blessed.
The very thought of making someone feel special in your own different ways excites u and so does u being made to feel special by someone. Someone, for whom u r ready to cross any limits, with whom u dream of spending your whole life…….someone who’s your world…and for him/her u r the world…..u cannot imagine living even a single moment without that someone……..and u wonder how the hell were u surviving before u met that person…….
I might be sounding philanthropic….but I guess everyone would agree, this is something everybody dreams about.
It seems like as if u r standing on a sea shore and u want to hold on to the sand….but the waves just don’t let u…..u feel being swept away…..loose the ground beneath u….and just like this when u r spending time with someone u like …….like the waves it sweeps u off your feet…..and u don’t realize how far u’ve come in the relationship…..

But I guess like every rose has a thorn…..so does luv…it has its own share of pain…. a pain for which nobody else but v r responsible……This is not just about a boy girl relationship….be it any relationship…..the moment you start having expectations….you better prepare yourself for the worst. Coz I believe expectations lead you nowhere….

These days people move on very easily….as if nothing touched their souls, but for some that relationship is their life and not just a part of life. Your whole life revolves around someone and the ironical part is “that someone” has no idea about those extremes of luv. Recently I saw a movie. The movie seemed to be non-sense to some but for me it was reality to some extent. That showed how people can be mean in love…its all about THEIR convenience….the way THEY like it. Whenever THEY need someone, a shoulder to cry on, or someone who would be sharing their moments of joy…things start getting taken for granted. It was about different shades of luv……the madness … jealousy …innocence…..sacrifices….commitment.

she's one of them...Rashi

hmmm hav lots to write 'bout her...and still feeling short of words...to start with...she's a chirpy,sweet,cute little girl...always wearing that cute smile on her face..she can go on n on nd on .......... snd so on with her chit chat...and believe me she can be silent at times(though very rare hehehe)...can talk on any damn topic...v met during our placement time... she was a friend of my friend...that was such a formal meeting...i din't know v'll cum this far..i've shared my life's setbacks..my happiness...my anxieties.. and she has always been there to listen to me even wen i wz nt expecting...and that means wen she had her own problems bugging her..she is someone who can laugh her heart out with u and also cry fr u...i've found a special friend...i just wish that she gets the best in her life...god bless u sweety...keep smiling dhakkan....

kanchan....first few words that come to my mind.......a naughty bacha...with a lovely smile...bindaas hai ye.....she's always upto some mischief.....luvs teasing ppl...but believe me....can get u out of any problem...but she is one gem of a person when it comes to relationships......goes out of way to help her friends...very emotional and sensitive.....has a looong wish list :)))can behave like a kid.....and the very next moment u'll find her discussing a serious topic...and u'll be amazed by her spontaneity....all i can say is she is one friend .....i can count on in my life...and i know she won't disappoint me......be gud....god bless u....and keep grinning always :))Note : I want a chocolate for writing all this, u had promised me remember??hehehehe

these r few...

shishir jain.....
don't remember wen v(read cabbies) called him last by this name...Mr responsible,
cheedu,bhindi......and wat not .....don't worry i won't leak out ur other names here in your
testimonial....... :)))I know... I know... m being soo nice...
I still remember that day wen I had joined this cab.....he was the first person to talk to
me.....and talking as if I wz nt new in the cab...that's his nature....mingles wid ppl so
easily that after meeting him once, u don't feel like a stranger in his company...responsible, caring, decent, witty,funny at times ...infact most of the times....and such a bundle of positive energy that if u r feeling low,he is one person who won't let u keep quite for long and definitely make u smile amongst all odds of ur life......
and one more quality he has.....ooooh god .... i cannot believe m writing soo many gud
things abt him....i mean him...who's always fighting wid me...and finding reasons to fight
wid me...hmmmm...happens...sometimes life makes u do such things.... :)))
he wants to achieve soo much in his life...sometimes he wants to be a journalist...a film
producer...a script writer...a CEO...a poet...u name it and its definitely going to be there
in his wish list.....but lemme tell u one thing...U hav achieved the most imp thing in ur
life....to be a nice human being...
I wish u all the gud luck in ur life...god bless u...be the best in watever u do....